Dx: He checked out

After a break up you usually reflect on the good and bad times of the relationship. See where you missed red flags and what mistakes not to make again. Being that I messed up in trying to get a lost friend back I didn't go through the process right. Having time to reflect I noticed how much of an asshole Ronald truly is awhile, was. I got diagnosed with a pinch nerve a year and have ago. It started with spasms in my back and neck, I couldn't move and it hurt to breathe. I was put on muscle relaxers and anti inflammatory but that was all temporary. The pain progressively got worse and I would have a burning sensation going up and down my arm. After a while in went to pins and needles, then the loss of feeling in a couple of fingers. This went on for a while after visiting primary  physician, chiropractor, neurologist, having a nerve damage test, getting x-ray of the shoulder and the finally a pain management doctor I got my diagnosis. With the diagnosis came the medication. The medication helped the nerve damage in my neck along with the damage in my fingers, along with bringing down the inflammation in my shoulder. I was I'm a lot of pain for a long time. I don't know how long this pinch nerve was an issue prior to. It definitely hit me hard. I couldn't raise my arm above my head, my shoulder would pop out from the muscle being so swollen. I was limited in what I could do,  not used to be impaired in any fashion. With the medication making me groggy and feeling lethargic it was hard to get up and go to work but I did it. After going over all this and looking back, I realize I did all this alone. The thing of it is, I wasnt alone, I had a boyfriend while I was going through all this. Ronald was very much aware of everything I was going through. He never once said let me get meds for you. Do you need me to do anything for you? Or just run errands for me, to help. Where was he? Well its accurate to say with Malik. Going off her words and time line, Ronald was hanging out with her for quite some time specifically while I was hurt and home. The times when I needed him the most he was out with her having fun, because who wants to deal with a sick girlfriend when there are parties to go to and events to attend. When he was with me, he seemed like a lost child. I get that everyone can't deal with someone who's sick in any capacity, whether it's a cold, broken leg or something more serious. At that time I was dealing with a man who didn't care, who checked out to go do him.